April 20th, 2007.  Self Study Book #1.  29 years old.  There are these dreams I have been experiencing which seem to have a common theme contained within them.  The theme tends to be, let go of your desires and just be.  The type of dreams I am talking about are healing dreams.  Just last night I had a dream in which I was talking on my cell phone and walking toward my jeep in the driveway.  I remember walking very fast and with no swaying from side to side, which swaying has become my staple of walking lately.  As I was walking, I never once questioned or became shocked at how great I was walking.  Instead the thought, “if you want to heal, you need to let go of what it is you want most and just be” entered my mind.  In the dream, I approached this perfect walking style with the attitude of I’ve been walking with this perfect stride all my life and so there is no need to be surprised.  In the following dreams the
concept was the same, let go and just be.  When I was able to do this in the dreams healing took place.  So now I think I see what I need to do, let go, just be and it will be.