A Change Is Growing

by | Mar 7, 2000 | Journal

3-7-00.  The start of Something New Journal.  22 years old.  I feel as if my life is on a painful replay.  I want to change.  I feel the change within me.  However, the change feels so far out of reach.  The weird thing is I feel something is holding me back,...

Sleep Choices

by | Mar 4, 2000 | Journal

3-4-07  Self Study Book #1.  29 years old.  “As long as I continue to follow the reasoning of the past, the past will continue to follow.”  This quote came to me today as I was walking up the stairs in the late afternoon.  Poker night was last night and I...

Timing

by | Feb 27, 2000 | Journal

2-27-00.  The Start of Something New.  22 years old.  Nothing seems to go the good way.  I tend to always entertain the worst case scenario.  I really believe that what you think about does come true and for me there is that doubt always lingering in the back of every...

A Conversation

by | Feb 15, 2000 | Journal

2-15-00.  The Start of Something New Journal.  22 Years old.  If I was to die today and I had a chance to talk to my body, what would the conversation look like?  I think it would go like this: Soul: Why did you care so much and so long about how others viewed you?...

What She Meant

by | Dec 21, 1999 | Journal

12-21-99.  The Start of Something New Journal.  22 Years Old.  A girlfriend allowed for me to express my feelings with the knowing that she would understand them.  And now that 3 years have gone by and I haven’t had a girlfriend, I cannot help but notice my...