Holding Back

5-12-2000. 22 Years Old. Lately I’ve been paying close attention to my thoughts and they all seem to revolve around the notion I held myself back in areas to not make others feel left out.  Now that my opportunities seem to have run dry and others are...

Jobless

5-10-2000.  The Start of Something New Journal.  22 Years Old.  Feelings of emptiness and loneliness seem to be plaguing my body more than ever.  What am I doing with my life and how am I contributing to it?  It seems like everyone around me is on their own trail of...

Moving On

4-27-00.  The Start of Something New Journal.  22 Years old.  I had a talk with a friend of mine yesterday about past girlfriends and what they are doing.  He asked me about one in particular, Amy, and if I still talk to her.  I informed him of her latest doings and...

Where’s Potential

4-23-00.  The Start of Something New Journal.  22 years old.  What is my potential?  If I’m not being utilized correctly then how can I find the answer to this question?  Going to work for simply a pay check is not my definition of potential and yet this was how...

Day Care

4-5-00.  The Start of Something New Journal.  22 years old.  I have a difficult decision to make here.  For the past 8 months I have worked in a day care trying to figure out what direction I want my life to be heading in, the field of psychology or something else.  I...