by John Graybill | Mar 9, 2007 | Journal
3-9-07 Self Study Book #1. 29 years old. For the past few days I have been experiencing a sharp, piercing at times, pain in my heart. This feeling comes and goes without any warning signals and usually only lasts for a few seconds. When I breathe in during the...
by John Graybill | May 14, 2000 | Journal
5-14-2000. The Start of Something New Journal. 22 Years Old. It has been a real long time since I was really happy about anything. I laugh at times but there always seems to be that cloud that always turns the bad side out. Some would say that it is depression...
by John Graybill | May 12, 2000 | Journal
5-12-2000. 22 Years Old. Lately I’ve been paying close attention to my thoughts and they all seem to revolve around the notion I held myself back in areas to not make others feel left out. Now that my opportunities seem to have run dry and others are...
by John Graybill | May 10, 2000 | Journal
5-10-2000. The Start of Something New Journal. 22 Years Old. Feelings of emptiness and loneliness seem to be plaguing my body more than ever. What am I doing with my life and how am I contributing to it? It seems like everyone around me is on their own trail of...
by John Graybill | Apr 27, 2000 | Journal
4-27-00. The Start of Something New Journal. 22 Years old. I had a talk with a friend of mine yesterday about past girlfriends and what they are doing. He asked me about one in particular, Amy, and if I still talk to her. I informed him of her latest doings and...
by John Graybill | Apr 23, 2000 | Journal
4-23-00. The Start of Something New Journal. 22 years old. What is my potential? If I’m not being utilized correctly then how can I find the answer to this question? Going to work for simply a pay check is not my definition of potential and yet this was how...
