by John Graybill | Apr 20, 2007 | Journal
April 20th, 2007. Self Study Book #1. 29 years old. There are these dreams I have been experiencing which seem to have a common theme contained within them. The theme tends to be, let go of your desires and just be. The type of dreams I am talking about are...
by John Graybill | Apr 16, 2007 | Journal
4-16-07 Diet, Mind & Stairs. 29 years old. A few days ago I saw firsthand what could happen if I decided to give up eating a healthy diet and a healthy perspective. I was at a bar with a few of my friends when we all decided to order some food. Pizza was the...
by John Graybill | Apr 13, 2007 | Journal
4-13-07 Self Study Book#1. 29 years old. To give up now would be like climbing the stairs to only stop half-way and never reach the top. All the work you put into something and yet you never get to see what the end result would be because the going got tough. At...
by John Graybill | Apr 7, 2007 | Journal
4-7-07 Self Study Book#1. 29 years old. Last night I had a dream. I was walking with a few of my friends and I noticed that they had all gone ahead of me. The space that separated us was divided by descending steps. There was no way around these steps and there...
by John Graybill | Mar 24, 2007 | Journal
3-24-07 Self Study Book #1. 29 Years old. Amazing transformations with regards to the shape of my body are taking place. When I was younger, elementary school age, and not yet diagnosed with Muscular Dystrophy my legs had a very muscular shape to them. This...
by John Graybill | Mar 21, 2007 | Journal
3-21-07 Self Study Book #1. 29 years old. Today I was reintroduced to a woman I had met over a year ago at the Muscular Dystrophy clinic. Incidentally we bumped into each other in the deep end of the rehab pool and once eye contact was made we both knew we had met...
by John Graybill | Mar 13, 2007 | Journal
3-13-07 Yoga Class. 29 years old. My outlook along with attitude has not been the most uplifting in the past few days. I’ve tended to focus on all that I have done in the past and where I should be now based on my past efforts instead of how I feel as a...
by John Graybill | Mar 11, 2007 | Journal
3-11-07 Self Study Book #1. 29 years old. As I approached the mall parking lot, I noticed how crowded it was and how difficult it was going to be to find a parking spot. Even the handicap spots were all taken. Up and down the aisles I combed looking for a parking...
by John Graybill | Mar 9, 2007 | Journal
3-9-07 Self Study Book #1. 29 years old. For the past few days I have been experiencing a sharp, piercing at times, pain in my heart. This feeling comes and goes without any warning signals and usually only lasts for a few seconds. When I breathe in during the...
by John Graybill | May 14, 2000 | Journal
5-14-2000. The Start of Something New Journal. 22 Years Old. It has been a real long time since I was really happy about anything. I laugh at times but there always seems to be that cloud that always turns the bad side out. Some would say that it is depression...
